i think i’m gonna die from anger. My my dad and my sister are my main reason for anger and sadness, and i will die from it one day. I have no words for how much i hate them, i wanna punch them till they start bleeding. Go ahead, think i’m crazy, but you don’t know what CRAP i go through. My dad can be nice sometimes. I can laugh with him one in a while. But the words he says to you… you’d rather have a knife through your heart. I didn’t use to hate him like this. I used to feel bad for him, and give him a chance. But he’s made me angry and hurt me SO MANY TIMES, if i think about it too much i might go crazy. I want him to feel pain. I want to see him be sad and i want him to suffer. I don’t care if that makes me a bad person, it’s NOTHING compared to the s*** he made me go through, and still does!
I am really sorry that you have a relationship like this with your father. That can make things really hard to go through and I just want to remind you that there are people who love you and care. You will make it through these tough times. Remember that love is very different in situations. I too really dislike my father. But I love my boyfriend and he is always there for me. Don’t always judge men by the way your father treats you, there are some nice ones out there .xx